By Sri Chiraan 2009/04/14
A first look at the swamiji, he comes across as less
knowledged, childish and less expressive person. Guruji is not known to have
given highly charged sermon. He always speaks what has been ordained for him
through his surroundings. Many people mistake him to be a proxy. But all
these notion will change once you have a intimate moment with him. The
conversation that he leaves [consisting of only few words sometimes a one
liner], and expression in his eyes would leave even most savvy people stunned
and amazed at the spiritual power of this great saint.
{I am a balanced personality never given to histrionics and
unreasoned adulations, I take credit unto myself many times [egoistically]
analysing most complex human issues with ease since my mercury is exalted as
second and eleventh lord with yoga karaka aspected by benefic. I could read
human mind just by looking at the eyes of the person even as a child of eight
years. Most of the time [as I was growing and simmering with intellectual ego
{squashed badly during seven and half saturn}], I refused to listen to people, as I knew what next words would be, as I thought listening would be a waste of
time, angering many people. Later I learnt the fact from my father that one
must listen for the solace of others though you know what he is going to
say}.
But with swamiji a look into his eyes would result into non
worldly experiences. Swamiji never seemed to be in this world. What a pamar
mind of mine [pamar is one who is engrossed in mundane affairs of life] would
decipher the extra wordly affairs of a advanced soul! Am I being unreasonable
and exaggerated? No because there were moments where swamiji knowing my
abilities gave many hints, advices through his eyes! Once when I was swayed
by emotions and was adamant on taking an action unapproved by everyone
surrounding me, but I was very reluctant to let go the thought, because I was
under the impression I could never go wrong, but as everyone disapproved [I
had stopped interacting], I thought why not ask the seer Sushameendra teertha. As these thoughts were crisscrossing my mind, I got a urgent call to attend
a conference in Hyderabad, I hurriedly left Mumbai. As a usual practise
Before attending I made it a point to visit Barkatpura mutt, Sushameendra
teertha had also come that day to Hyderabad. As MoolRama Pooja was going
on, my mind was wavering, I was only concentrating on Gurujis’ eyes and my
mind was far from devotional. Swamiji stopped the pooja in middle,
turned towards me, I was seated in a corner very far, gave a stern look,
I could read he did not approve my action. The pooja being stopped had
surprised everyone, well I asked mentally a question, AM I facing failure by
giving up this thought, he smiled and his eyes were moist and showed concern
and assurance, I could read it. I promised I will give up the thought. The
poise regained pooja continued. Swamiji called me after the pooja, I
had a tapta mudra dharana, believe my thoughts weeded away, I felt was it me
who was thinking so. [ A minute ago my mind was agitating, after tapta mudra I was ashamed, I realised everybody is prone to making mistakes].
Its very difficult to conquer an agitating mind, but with
likes of Sushameendra Guru around, everything’s a cakewalk. But why do
people like swamiji behave like this?
The answer is in Bhagavat, Purana say when a person attains
a extraordinary knowledge about Lord and self, he must act like a fool, child
or null, carelessly singing, dancing and behaving as child or insane, he must
escape the worldly pursuit and live a secluded life given up towards Krishna.
Aparoksha Gyani as Shri Sushameendra teertha was, not for a second did he make
other realise that he was very knowledged or scholar or divine.
But his divine nature oozed out for the people to see, when
every word uttered by him started materialising. Couple who never had children
for 14 years, just when he blessed have a child, bore child within nine
months ,
Once when keys were forgotten to open the sanctum sanctorium, he opened it miraculously. He could ask people to find solution to problems
around him, just by childish adamancy. Is touch was a great heal, I remember
when I was badly stuck in one of my endeavours, [ however hard I tried, I felt some force obstructing me and me helplessly meek before it, I needed a
booster adrenaline]. Just then swamy came by, he gave a small pat on my
back, I felt a surge of energy, and very next moment then onwards my forward
journey started overcoming all the obstacles like a twig. I know for myself it
was not my efforts, but some divine strength that drove me through fierce
opposition.
Friends Sushameendra Teertha was no ordinary seer, he was a
divine Aparoksha gyani living amidst us. I feel fortunate to have had such
close intimate relationship with him. I bow to this soul again and again in
reverence.
Krishnarpana
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